Just after the sun had broken over the horizon, sending a few bleak wintery rays across the grasses in front of the house, I looked out the expanse of windows that stretch the width of the west facing end. There, about 30 feet in front of the windows, silent and purposeful, strode a lone Dingo. So quiet, the neighbourhood dogs even missed a good chance to raise the alarm. So quiet, I later wondered if I had seen it at all. Nearly the same colour as the dried, blonde grasses, only the dark spot of his eye and his nose and the sunlit hairs on the ridge of his back and the plume of the tail shone his shape. Perfect camouflage.
Lingers in my mind’s eye like a dream.
I set out for my walk moments later, in the direction the Dingo was heading. A single lone Dingo was probably nothing to be concerned about since I wasn’t walking a small dog that might be mistaken as breakfast. I kept my eye on the tall grasses walking over crisp, frosted ground, down the desolate back of the golf course on a Sunday morning. No further sightings. I wondered…is this the new normal of our cohabitation? The Dingo casually strolls through the neighbourhood while I keep a watchful eye and go for my morning walk.
Stranger things have happened.
The day before, a small mob of Wallabies had converged on our patio, scratching themselves thoughtfully, studying the windows…the same windows on the world through which I had seen the Dingo. The two adults and two joeys probably saw their reflections, or maybe some slight movement inside as I adjusted myself for a better view of them. Most likely the reflections of the rocky outcrop and sky behind them was their point of interest. It must be very confusing for them. Imagine if we all became focused on what was behind us rather than moving forward. The Wallabies were not seduced. Slowly they moved up the breezeway that gave them safe passage to the bottom of the driveway and within a few hops of the road. If they cross the road safely, which has always happened in the 20 years we have lived here, there is only one row of houses and then they are back in the bush again.
With the Dingoes.
Almost 40 years ago, I looked out of another expanse of windows. It was a whole lifetime ago for me–for the world. I was high atop the World Trade Center in New York City. The place was called ‘Windows on the World’. We were there for a cocktail reception for a national gathering of Television Promotion Managers and Art Directors. Below, an enormous world of skyscrapers, tiny ships and cars, and even tinier humans, spread out for many miles. They went about the business of the world. And now, I watch the business of Mother Nature where species learn to live with one another and it is survival of the fittest. No trace or photos of any of it, just what my brain has selectively conserved. Why would this memory visit me now? Why can I remember conversing with two fellows from Australia, one from Sydney, one from Wollongong, forty years ago, but have trouble remembering what I had two days ago for breakfast?
How do we reconcile the worlds within us? For the most part it is an unconscious process. But now and again we tell stories and make art and that turns something with seemingly no purpose into something of value.

Winter Solstice
Ardys – you have damn well brought tears into my eyes again with your infinite talent as a wordsmith . . . . Oh, I can manage a near-perfect ‘business’ letter but am unable to translate my feeling-world the way you do . . . ‘we tell stories and make art’ . . . .for the next time I fervently ‘tick myself’ off for perchance ‘selfishly’ ‘ ‘telling a story’ . . . . to you a hugging thanks for having taken me to an early morning ‘Alice’ to stand and watch the nature move past your eyes . . . uhuh . . . have actually stood in your shoes at ‘Windows of the World’ also . . . .
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I very much appreciate your kind words, Eha. I gave you tears and you gave me shivers down my spine when you said you have stood in the Windows on the World too! Our stories are important. Kind regards….
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It’s an age-old urge to record our experiences… only the where, how, what and -sometimes- the why changes. Stories and art create community, history and selves if we have the good fortune to make sense of our lives through the practice. One of my favourite quotes “The planet does not need more successful people. The planet desperately needs more peacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers and lovers of all kinds.” by Kathleen Westberg but attributed to Dalai Lama reassures me that I am in good company.
I value my acquaintance with your world through whatever media you deem appropriate to convey it. Your photographs give me glimpses of places I am not. Your words give me insight into observations that are not mine but are of interest to me, that broaden and deepen my experience of life.
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Your comments mean a lot to me Dale. I like that quote by Kathleen Westberg/Dalai Lama. I recently heard a podcast interview with Trent Dalton, who was a journalist at the time, and met the Dalai Lama. He asked him ‘what am I here to do?’ The DL said ‘you are here to tell stories so that others might learn from them’. I liked that he didn’t repeat what we all know, that we are here to learn and love, but gave him a down to earth answer that would be useful. Thank you, as always, for contributing to the communities where our paths cross. xx
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You won’t be surprised that I also listened to Richard Fidler’s Conversation with Trent Dalton, initially bits & pieces in the car in enroute to errands, and enjoyed it so much I relistened in entirety at home via the podcast.
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As always, a great descriptive post. How well you posed your question, “How do we reconcile the worlds within us?”. I was drawn in by it and I’m still pondering the question. Perhaps it’s why a guy like me who can’t write does. Writing for me links my past world to my now world. But there is more to this and I must continue to ponder it. Thanks for asking the question.
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I’m so pleased that what I write has you ‘pondering’. I read a few blogs that I find reaffirming, stimulating, encouraging and thought provoking, so I would be very pleased to sit in that company! I find writing and other creative endeavours bring a lot of ideas and emotions together. Thank you Ron.
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You have made me ponder too. I have been reading about creativity and the unconscious mind, so your final paragraph really resonated. We need to allow thoughts in our subconscious time to dance and collide and separate and blend (to badly quote Oliver Sacks!) before we can create the stories we want to tell/show/photograph. Maybe that’s why your words and photos resonate ~ because you allow the stories and worlds time to come together.
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Thank you Anne. Coincidentally, I’m just now reading Oliver Sacks’s last book ‘The River of Consciousness’. I find things bumping around in my mind all the time. I also often find I wake up (on the nights when I can actually sleep!) and have a solution to a creative conundrum. Fascinating how our minds work!
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Your dingoes and wallabies, my butterfly. Gifts, out of the blue, from Mother Nature. I feel as if she is aware we are delving into her mysteries and giving us little hints of how deep things go, how connections happen and are made and lost and maintained. Perhaps it doesn’t matter what you had for breakfast – does it? But it matters what you heard and said and saw. And who knows, the memory of that breakfast might resurface as you try to write something and suddenly slip in at the exact moment when your story needs it.
Your photograph, by the way, is beautiful, so eerie and yet in a contradictory way calm and peaceful, full of mystery and anticipation. You and Dale put me to shame as I have been reading so little, in my attempts to write and recently typeset and print. But perhaps now six weeks of solitude will change that! I have just put the New Scientist aside to read later – its cover tells me it is going to explain all sorts of modern mysteries. Not sure if I want them all explained, but then, who knows where the resultant pondering will lead?
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Yes, memory is a mysterious thing. My husband and I continually compare and contrast our memories. Together we make a great team as our knowledge and memories are so different. Thank you for your comment on the photo. I have really been in a creative slump but every now and then an urge comes to the surface, inspired by light or texture or…. I’m sure it is just the Winter Solstice taking things in and helping me replenish. Enjoy your weeks of solitude! x
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What beautiful prose, Ardys… again. It’s difficult to describe, but often your words connect so deeply, that I feel, more than I reason what you are expressing. Sometimes I can spend the day with this feeling just suspended within. Your photography can also stir up emotion and something deep down that cannot be expressed. Only felt.
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I’m so glad my writing and photos connect with you Lori. It is my fondest hope when I publish these pieces that they will be of some value to someone. Thank you for reading and commenting. xx
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