This is not the return (again) to blogging that I imagined. I’m moved to write to whomever have hung on and to any others who might be hearing the plight of Australia’s drought, heat and bushfires that have raged for months.
There is a well loved poem here, called My Country, by Dorothea Mackellar. Perhaps its most famous line…
I love a sunburnt country, a land of sweeping plains, Of ragged mountain ranges, of droughts and flooding rains…
I think of these words each day as I dread turning on the news. Almost daily we hear of worsening fires and personal loss, as well as livestock, habitat and native animal losses. I watch it because it is uncomfortable, but not nearly as uncomfortable, I know, as for those who are living it.
We grew up in a small town. When almost anything happened, you would either know the person, the family, or know someone who knew them. That is how Australia feels to me. We are the same size as the contiguous USA, but only a tiny fraction of the population size. We have traveled all over Australia and it has always been our favourite kind of travel. So when something devastating happens, it feels like it is happening to someone we know. My heart is very heavy. I watch so I can understand the challenges and witness the triumph of humans during tragedy, as well as the horror when humans make bad decisions…like starting fires in a tinder dry country.
Parts of our country have been in drought for 5 or more years. Last year the Murray Darling River was so dry in spots that millions of fish died, towns ran out of water, farmers went out of business, entire regions suffered. Farmers have had to de-stock their stations because they are out of grazing land and feed is too expensive for them to buy when they have no income. Further, lands this dry are vulnerable to dust storms that carry topsoil thousands of kilometres, here to Alice Springs and beyond.
…Core of my heart, my country! Her pitiless blue sky, When sick at heart around us, We see the cattle die…
Fires have spread like angry beasts to wine producing regions and fruit growing areas, previously moist enough to resist them. While it is true that people who live in the bush sometimes allow too much build up of fuel on their properties, it is also true that previous fires have been more manageable. We are witnessing unprecedented heat and winds on top of drought and the results are quite literally catastrophic.

A few days ago the government deployed military personal and boats to assist in areas where the power, food and water were gone and to evacuate people. Some were taking refuge in and near the water, where possible, because the fires were still threatening, having already taken hundreds of properties and an unknown number of lives. Over a thousand people have been evacuated on navy ships, while many thousands more have vacated the fire threatened regions when and if they can get petrol to do so. This is not easily possible in some areas where fuel is scarce, though being transported in, and where there is only a single highway in and out of the areas. Fallen trees and fires that have jumped roadways have necessitated road closures, trapping people in some cases.
In fires back in September/October, a huge area of koala habitat was destroyed, as were hundreds of koalas. People began bringing Koalas to the Port MacQuarie Koala Hospital and their Go Fund Me page saw generous donations from everywhere, enabling their important work for now and the future. They will be using some of the money to establish wildlife drinking stations over a wide range of lands, but the loss has still been devastating. Estimates of losses at nearly half a billion animals have shocked all of us.
Now we are donating to the people who have lost everything. Most of these people were living in regional areas because they love it, but also it is less expensive. Many do not have insurance and cannot afford to rebuild. The government is working on helping them, but of course no government can afford to rebuild housing for so many lost properties. And no one can replace a lifetime of physical mementos. But with help many will be able to rebuild and move forward.
Here in Alice we have learned 2019 was our driest on record. We received only 67mm (2.6 inches) of rain where our normal is 289mm. This, after a particularly dry previous year. Our town basin water is at its lowest point ever. We have had many more dust storms than normal, and high winds much of the time in between, drying the land out further and creating poor air quality. Mostly it is not heavily laced with smoke, though sometimes it is. Areas around Alice have burned periodically over the last year. We live in a place where everything is brought from a distance where it can be grown, so we are quite vulnerable when large scale flooding, drought and fires happen. Unprecedented, sustained temperatures in excess of 40C up to 46C (114F) have taken a toll even on the native vegetation.
This morning as I write I can barely see the mountain for dust in the air. But I know the winds and heat we have had are moving south and will worsen their fires. I feel somehow complicit. There are dire warnings for this day in particular. There are still hundreds of fires burning, many out of control. If you are seeing these stories in your news, believe them. It is real, and much worse than most of us ever thought we would see. We know we are in this together, that Australians are resilient and compassionate people—even more so for the hardships suffered.
And finally, to the thousands of volunteer firefighters who make up most of the crews. I cannot imagine how exhausted you are, the horrors you have seen or the size of your hearts to protect your fellow beings. We are all enormously grateful.
An opal-hearted country, A wilful lavish land– All you who have not loved her, you will not understand–
‘I love her far horizons
I love her jewel sea
‘Her beauty and her terror
The wide brown land for me .
Ardys, I hate to think how many times in the past few months I have quoted ‘My Country’. . ‘ But I had been unable to cry like a child until I read your post a few moments ago, sitting right in the middle of another ‘Emergency’ situation of Green Wattle Creek blaze, as you know.. . . . I wish I knew how to send your words viral as I believe every one of us should read and feel and think . . . It is past three pm here and I am beginning to hope I;ll have a home in which to sleep tonight . . . . a warm hug for knowing how to put the situation better than anyone else has . . .
Core of my heart, my Country !
Her pitiless blue sky
When sick at heart around us
We see the cattle die . . . ‘ love Eha
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Oh Eha, I can’t imagine the anxiety you and others are living with. We are watching the live coverage and I frequently tear up and have to walk out of the room. Thank you for your kind words, my sincerest thoughts are with you. Sending hugs.
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Your writing is raw and poignant, Ardys. I have always respected the power of fire, yet I’m not sure in my lifetime I have seen (from afar) such vast devastation and peril as your country is enduring.
News of the situation in your country is seen almost daily here in the US. One of the local TV news stations gave a more in-depth explanation about the last five years drought situation there and also the geography and topography of the land, so that people would understand it is not the same as wildfires here in the US. They also showed a map with red dots marking each active wildfire, which was eye-opening. That put it all in perspective and yet not… who could begin to consider “hundreds” of active fires? Who can try to understand people and animals fleeing their homes and the resulting death and devastation? I feel discomfort and helplessness when I see these reports. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Be safe as you can.
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Thank you so much Lori. I knew you would appreciate knowing these things as you are so intimate with the environment. I’m glad to know there has been at least some in-depth news, explaining the complexity of the situation here. xx
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I had never read this poem before, Ardy, but it brought tears to my eyes for your far off, wondrous land, which I know only through all the tv series & films over the years. It is so strange, stark & lush. It encompasses so many wonders. I will always remember in the movie On the Beach, the banner blowing in the wind after the nuclear end has come, “There’s Still Time, Brother.” And now again people are stranded on the beach & we have to ask, Is there still time? I am also thinking of the courageous Australians, & praying for you & the animals, but I don’t think we have time anymore, any of us.
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What littlesundog said, plus. You made the new more personal, and harder to take. Prayers for all the sufferers, also the fighters.
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Thank you Albert. It is easy to put these things in the backs of our minds but sometimes a little personal perspective brings better understanding.
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Beautifully written evidencing a wonderful understanding and empathy… I just have to know but as I read and watch news media, and some social media… I need a sanity break from time-to-time from the blame game. However, there are also some amazing stories, they and words such as yours are a balm. I do hope at least there is a royal commission into the bushfires, we have to know what could be done better, and part of the answer is real acknowledgment of and action on climate change.
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Thank you Dale. The sanity break part is very important. I notice even the evacuees gather and have cups of tea and probably when they tire of telling and listening to the horrors, talk about better times. At least I hope they can escape their circumstances for at least a few minutes. I can’t imagine there won’t be some kind of investigation into the methods used (and not used) toward handling this emergency. xx
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Thank you for your very powerful words. Australia is indeed an ‘opal hearted country’, and we all mourn for the loss ~ human loss, but also habitat loss. Both will take so long to regenerate, if they ever do. There is much work ahead of us.
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There is SO much work ahead of us, Anne. I feel so terribly sorry for the animals and habitat losses because we have blown it so badly there, but of course for our fellow humans as well. Thank you for reading and your comment.
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Oh Ardys, my heart has been breaking for Australia. I saw a map of all the fires the other day and almost couldn’t believe how widespread they are. The worst part is that feeling of being so helpless to do anything to help. I mean, I know I can donate money, but that feels so impersonal and tiny. I just wish I could scoop up all the frightened people and animals and wrap them in a massive hug. Please be safe, and know that we are all thinking of you.
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Thank you Kim. I know money seems so impersonal, but we keep hearing that it is the most useful gift at this time. I just make sure my donations go to reputable organisations. It is overwhelming to think that we still have the two hottest months of summer ahead of us. Thank you for your kind thoughts.
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I too fell in love with this “sunburnt” country and your very well written, moving blog has moved me to tears Ardys…. To say we are saddened or sorry seems not enough. I did see that we are sending firefighters from California and of course we will donate, I just wish we could do more. Our thoughts, prayers and hearts are with your “opal-hearted country.”
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I’m so glad we had such a fabulous tour in the south when you were here. Much of that country we saw has now burned and will probably never be the same. We are so grateful for the help we are receiving internationally. Our government rose to the task perhaps a couple of beats late but things are starting to happen. The overwhelming thought that we still have the two hottest months of summer to go is worrying all of us. Thank you for reading and your contributions. xx
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I read that she was 19! when she wrote the poem. She was living in the UK at the time. Of “green and shaded lanes” – she could not share that love. It is so sad when fires spread there and here. Fire is such a devastating force of destruction and when it is realized that some are intentionally started, the tragedy magnifies. And as you pointed out, in many areas people in your country have limited access to provisions, resources and even escape routes. It is truly heart breaking. Because I do not always trust government agencies to respond in a quick, meaningful and long term manner, we support organizations that are supported in other ways. One such organization is Samaritan’s Purse. They are on-site anywhere in the world in meaningful, helpful ways and they are there until the end. They are on the ground in Australia. Money may seem like such a distant hands-off approach to us but it probably is not. We need to put the dollars in the hands of those that know best what is needed. And God Bless those firefighters.
Very little consolation right now but,
“But then the grey clouds gather
And we can bless again
The drumming of an army
The steady, soaking rain
Core of my heart
Land of the rainbow gold
For flood and fire and famine
She pay us back threefold.”
THREEFOLD. Look out!
A beautiful poem. And because you have shared in photos and words over so many years (and my own short visit there), those of us that do not live there may, just may “understand”. xo
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I can just imagine Dorothea in England which was a long journey from Sydney in those days, and feeling desperately homesick and writing this. At times of desperation some great art has been realised. Australians sometimes refer to our country in a short hand version of this poem ‘land of drought and flooding rains’. It is a land of extremes that way and never has that been more evident than the last couple of years. You are so right about governments not responding quickly to things. When Don did his PhD 10 years ago he studied how governments work and mostly they wait for a crisis and respond, instead of leading from the front. Unfortunately many of us do not understand the consequences of this and are left to suffer from it. I agree with you that it is sacred work to assist animals, not just now, but always. I feel so deeply we have failed in our duty of care for this land and its creatures. xx
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And the animals. God Bless the ones who care for them and may all the provisions necessary to do such work be provided. God’s work. xo
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Yes it is just awful. I have recently seen dead wildlife in places that I have never seen such things before. I am holding onto some of the positive stories out there right now such as the temporary koala hospital set up in a school hall in Adelaide by this group -http://www.akr.org.au/our-story. It is going to take years to recover and somehow I sense Australia will not be the same, but yes we all need to do our bit to help the wildlife from hereon in.
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Thank you Deb. I’m so sorry for you that you’ve had to see the dead wildlife. It is hard enough to see it on tv and hear about it, let alone to see it. I agree with you, I sense we will be changed by this event forever.
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Ardy, I first posted this on Jan. 4. It is still appearing above but continues to say it is awaiting moderation, so just in case it, I’m reposting it, & still thinking & praying for you all.
I had never read this poem before, Ardy, but it brought tears to my eyes for your far off, wondrous land, which I know only through all the tv series & films over the years. It is so strange, stark & lush. It encompasses so many wonders. I will always remember in the movie On the Beach, the banner blowing in the wind after the nuclear end has come, “There’s Still Time, Brother.” And now again people are stranded on the beach & we have to ask, Is there still time? I am also thinking of the courageous Australians, & praying for you & the animals, but I don’t think we have time anymore, any of us.
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Thank you for having a second go at sharing your thoughtful comment. For some reason it did not upload the first time. I recognise your name and avatar from Celi’s Kitchens Garden blog. You are right, we are out of time. We must grapple with this situation in earnest, adapt and deal with the reality of it. As you may notice I have published some further thoughts today about the continuing situation. Thank you again for your persistence and comment. –Ardys
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